Well let me start by saying I have kept alot of things a secret because I don't want people to know how bad my life is but here it goes.. Me and my bf have been together for 11years some good alot bad but I love him and I also think I feel the need to have a man in my life because my daddy passed away when I was 9. Well me and Darren got along for a long time when we started dating mainly because we did the same things party..party.. drink smoke you know things that kids do well when I had Lil Darren I stopped and he did not and really everything got worse he started using cocaine (mind u I never knew I lived with my mom) he never told me because he knew how I felt about that stuff well I will say when Lil darren was 2 he started to use crack and we all know how that stuff is I found out about a year and half ago but still couldn't bring myself to leave don't ask me why I think because I do love him and I thought I could change him...yeah right that never happens. Wll I will skip ahead to now we moved to Columbus from Dayton because he swore that he just needs to get away from Dayton and if we move to Columbus he would be done well I think it took about 2 weeks and he found people here and ever since things have been bad I am sick I can't sleep He is always drinking and yelling and my son is so not used to that kinda life like I said I lived with my mom till he was 4 he never saw this kinda stuff. So we sat down last night and he blames me for everything and I have finally came to realize I can find someone so much better and not to be afraid me and my son will be o.k. and are life will be much better without him.
Thanks to all my sisters who listens I love you all and I will rise form this.