So this is something that I've been wanting to write about for awhile, but I've never been ready to put it into words, bear with me here ok?? My husband of two years and 4 months is in a rap group. He's been in this group ever since high school with friends he's had FOREVER. It's a 4 guy group, and at first it was just them getting together to record lyrics and hang out. Now they have shows every other week, sometimes every week. They're all really talented and really good (especially my husband!!! hehe). CHECK THEM OUT ON WWW.MYSPACE.COM/SIXSIGN. So here we are with a little baby girl, me in nursing school and part time job, and my husband with his full time job and also doing his rapping thing. His shows are mostly at clubs...with size 2 girls, asses hanging out, boobs all over the place, throwing themselves at anything that has a penis. How do you get used to this lifestyle? I know it comes with the business, but my blood boils everytime. Not that my husband responds to any advances (which is more than I can say for the other members of the group) but I can still feel my blood pressure rise. So my answer to this is to look as good..as hot..as possible, but I still have this complex. I don't know, I just can't seem to get used to all this! AHHH I guess I'm just venting..but even if I was a size 2 I would still complain..hehe..