Crying at 6 a.m.

[LovingMyKids913]

So I actually went to bed at a decent time last night and woke up thinking of 'him", my soon to be ex-husband. I don't know what it is... some days all I want is him to come home, n others its like fuck him... I don't care! And today its wanting him home w/ me n holding me and getting excited that in just 34 days... our daughter is going to be here w/ us. IT'S NOT FAIR! Life just sucks at times I guess... but it doesn't matter... I'll feel so much better once my son wakes up.

[InKaOs]

Sep. 18, 2007 at 6:56 AM I just joined cafe mom and was wondering if their would be any other moms feeling like I do or going through something similar. I understand how you feel. Me and my husband are going through something terrible right now. I'm wishing he was here right now. Were still supposed to be together, but I guess when he's not home at 4 in the morning it's time to realize it's really over. You'll pull through. You have your son and your baby. I'll be praying for you