Life aint always beautiful, but it's a beautiful life!

[TonyaO]

How much crazier can my life get?  This year is what my husband and I refer to as my hell year.  I am in school full time and working full time.  The way my program is set up, you have to go full time your senior year.  Thank goodness I have a wonderful support system that includes my husband, my boss, my parents, and my ex mother in law.  With out all of them I would never be able to finish my degree (which I started almost 8 years ago!).  My husband is a saint I swear!  We've only been married a little over a year, and boy did he sign up for a lot.  Besides two kids, one of which is autisitic, he signed up for my school, my extremeley close realtionship with my EX mother in law (whom I now consider my other mom I chose, I just happen to have been married to her son at one time), and all my crazy moods.  I am so thankful for all the people in my life who encourage me and support me, but still some days I wish I had time to at least slow down and look at the roses, even if I can't smell them!