Hello All,

I was recently diagnosed with the onset of MS (Multiple Sclerosis)  and not quite sure how to deal with that along side of my RSD (Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy). I mean the RSD has been the struggle for me since October 2004, now I am faced with that and MS....UGH!!

I know there is a reason I have been given these to deal with and I believe that reason is for me to get closer to God and his words. I am a Christian  and on the right path to God, but I think I need to study his word more and more frequently then I have been doing. But I must be honest, right now I struggling between my own pity party and what it is God has in store for me to do that he has given me these debilitating diseases. Does that make sense?

When I was first diagnosed with RSD I thought it was a punishment for the way I lived my life up till then, and some of that is true, but now I know God has given me RSD because he wants me to do something as well as make changes in my life, which I have done....but now I think I didn't do things correctly so He has now given me MS and I seriously need to get my act together and do things to His liking. Not meaning that to sound in any way as a bad thing....Life is a never ending learning session and obviously I still have so much more to learn.  There is a reason and I will find that reason sooner or later.

I don't know what the future holds for me, nor do any of the rest of us, but I fully intend on making the most of my days and putting myself right with God!!!!

Thank you for listening to me vent as well as express myself, and I welcome any and all suggestions on anything I have written. And if you have any information regarding MS, I would appreciate that as well.

Peace & Blessings,

Marla 

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buggy...
Sep. 23, 2007 at 7:37 AM I am so sorry you have this to go through now, there are so many thing's I could say, which may or may not make a difference. I just hope you are able to find the strength to deal with this, there are alot of  support groups that can help, and there are new medications to help too. good luck to you.

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snowf...
Sep. 23, 2007 at 8:22 AM I'm sorry to hear about the difficulties you are facing.  Keeping you and your families in my prayers.  Love, Snow

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gmasboy
Sep. 23, 2007 at 11:03 AM

I am sorry to hear about your MS... my good friend was diagnosed in Feb of this yr..and is undergoing a new treatment.. she has done really well on the treatment...she has become a much stronger woman for the challenges that have been put on her.. and I know you will be just as strong with these challenges you face...

Blessings

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1yetta
Sep. 24, 2007 at 12:50 PM

Thank you ladies so much for your support and prayers. I sincerely appreciate each and every one of you!!

Much Peace & Many Blessings to you all,

Marla 

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parro...
Sep. 30, 2007 at 10:38 PM

hey friend, don't feel God is punishing you...He doesn't give you anything you cannot handle!  You will survive and thrive through this...you have a strong spirit and will kick this and keep on steppin' even with this!

You are in my thoughts and prayers. 

Love, Debbie

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journ...
May. 7, 2008 at 6:53 PM hey there i am so sorry to hear about your ms.14yrs. ago we lost a son in a car accident and i thought God was punishing me . but have come to realize he needed my son for better things. it has brought me closer to god as you said god does not give us more than we can handle May God be with always.

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