This fool done lost his mind!!!

  • September 29, 2007 at 3:16 PM by KeKeMaMa
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I can't believe I fell for his shit over and over again

Thinking if I played the game, ONE day I would win

 But little did I know, he'd NEVER be the one for me

I was his puppet on a string, dying to be free

Until on day I decided it's time to cut the strings

Time to give up my pretty leash for my own pair of wings

Tired of the constant abuse, so tired of the lies

Telling me he loved me as he gazed deep in my eyes

All that crap for all this time, brainwashed in a daze

Had me runnin' 'round like a mouse trapped in a maze

Who the hell do he think he is? What is he trying to prove?

Where in my vows does it say "Thou must move when he says move"?

My kids, my family, the military; he played us all for fools

Did they offer "Manipulation 101" as a subject in his high school?

Cause I've been taken for a ride. "I love you, I hate you, Fuck you"

"Go do whatever you wanna do cause I no longer WANT you!"

I've been a faithful, loving wife, patient, and undertanding

So why is it that he feels the need to be so damn demanding?

I think his mind is finally gone, he's GOT to be bipolar

Cause after all he's put me through, he couldn't GET no colder!

Now I don't know what's to come of this, but I do know what I want

I want total freedom from being the "Trophy Wife" he can flaunt

He can be the whore that he wants to be, give the drama to the next chick

Cause I REFUSE to be told anymore that I'm a fucking bitch

I'm not a whore, I'm not a slut; you'll realize that when I'm gone

You're just insecure. You KNOW that you're not taking care of home

So you insist there's someone else, cause that's probably what your doing

In my absence I have no clue WHO the hell you're screwing

And honestly at this point in my life, I don't GIVE a damn

You say I don't deserve you?!!; Do you know who I am???

I must agree, I DON'T, cause I'm worth more than a piece of shit!

My life is nothing like I planned and I'm just sick of it!!!

I HATE the person I turned into just to please YOUR ass

I'll never do that crap again; You're my first and you're my last!

So with all this being said, just know you're better off alone

And if one day you're missing me, good luck trying to make a clone!!!

FUCK YOU!!!

(just needed to unleash my feelings a bit)

Comments:

Haile...
Wow, girl...That was powerful, sad and awesome all in one! I can definately understand how horrible this is. And like you are sayng, you deserve so much more. Move on, spread ur own beatiful wings and remember: What does not kill you, make you stronger... Big hugs babes!

Haileypooh Sep. 29, 2007 at 4:16 PM

NewMo...
Do what you gotta do girl.  You KNOW you are strong enough. 

NewMommyLuv220 Oct. 3, 2007 at 7:12 PM

beaut...
KIKI Girl i aint been on in a while but i am back.. first congats.. and about this girl i feel you and understand. even though people say leave him like it is an easy thing.. what you are doing is brave.. you are making the first step believing in yourself  knowing that you can do.. cause some female cant understand where you are coming from and be like he cant be that bad but we all know that when you cant hurt  or cry... or even hide it with a smile the pain just will never leave.. so girl think of your babies and know that they are who you need.....im here is you need me girl... take care.

beauty910 Jan. 6, 2008 at 1:01 AM

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