
I can't believe I fell for his shit over and over again
Thinking if I played the game, ONE day I would win
But little did I know, he'd NEVER be the one for me
I was his puppet on a string, dying to be free
Until on day I decided it's time to cut the strings
Time to give up my pretty leash for my own pair of wings
Tired of the constant abuse, so tired of the lies
Telling me he loved me as he gazed deep in my eyes
All that crap for all this time, brainwashed in a daze
Had me runnin' 'round like a mouse trapped in a maze
Who the hell do he think he is? What is he trying to prove?
Where in my vows does it say "Thou must move when he says move"?
My kids, my family, the military; he played us all for fools
Did they offer "Manipulation 101" as a subject in his high school?
Cause I've been taken for a ride. "I love you, I hate you, Fuck you"
"Go do whatever you wanna do cause I no longer WANT you!"
I've been a faithful, loving wife, patient, and undertanding
So why is it that he feels the need to be so damn demanding?
I think his mind is finally gone, he's GOT to be bipolar
Cause after all he's put me through, he couldn't GET no colder!
Now I don't know what's to come of this, but I do know what I want
I want total freedom from being the "Trophy Wife" he can flaunt
He can be the whore that he wants to be, give the drama to the next chick
Cause I REFUSE to be told anymore that I'm a fucking bitch
I'm not a whore, I'm not a slut; you'll realize that when I'm gone
You're just insecure. You KNOW that you're not taking care of home
So you insist there's someone else, cause that's probably what your doing
In my absence I have no clue WHO the hell you're screwing
And honestly at this point in my life, I don't GIVE a damn
You say I don't deserve you?!!; Do you know who I am???
I must agree, I DON'T, cause I'm worth more than a piece of shit!
My life is nothing like I planned and I'm just sick of it!!!
I HATE the person I turned into just to please YOUR ass
I'll never do that crap again; You're my first and you're my last!
So with all this being said, just know you're better off alone
And if one day you're missing me, good luck trying to make a clone!!!
FUCK YOU!!!
(just needed to unleash my feelings a bit)
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Haileypooh Sep. 29, 2007 at 4:16 PM