Sometimes I wonder....

[Skipsmom]

I wonder how will my son turn out first as a boy and then a man. If he becomes a criminal would I love him any less? What if he turns out to be a bum or if he becomes gay would I feel like it's my fault and ask myself where did I go wrong? Have I provided more for him than just food, clothing and shelter; things such as love, affection, time and understanding. In the end I just wonder and then I realize I will just have to wait and see............

[babybunnyfufu]

Oct. 5, 2007 at 11:31 AM

I often wonder about the same thing. My son is 12 and he isn't interested in girls and I don't ever know if he will be, but one thing I do know is that if he is gay I'll love my son no matter what. He is a part of me and I colud never see myself not wanting to have anything to do with him. You don't throw you're children away because of who or what they have become, you love and support them throughout their whole lives. And if something does come up to where they have turned into a horrible person that does horrible things, just by trying to get them help still shows them they you're stil there. If my son ever kills anyone and has to go to prison<I'm still gonna be there because he's my son. I will find him the help he needs. There's nothing worse than the feeling of being alone and that noone cares about you. Just be the best mom you can be. Kids don't come with instrudtions  (would be nice if they did) and our parents felt the same way.

[wright80]

Oct. 24, 2007 at 10:05 AM

I dont' know you , and i look up to you. Raising a child is the most fun, terrifying, exciting, thing ever. I'm amazed that there are people like you that can do it on your own. I m very lucky to have my babies daddy around. My mom raised all 4 of us on her own and she got through it fine. I so understand your jurnal and just wanted to say hey.

sarah

[seattletexan]

Jan. 29, 2008 at 6:09 PM He will be none of those,  He is a child of God and I send blessings his way in abundance.  He will be forever covered and shieled  I pray this for this precious child.  He is wonderfully and beautifully made, and hand chosen by God to fulfill his purpose in this life.  He has already started  "because he made my day a  whole lot better just by seeing his precious face"  He made me smile.  And for that I say,  thank you child of God.  He is gorgeous,  and you are a wonderful mother for just being you and even thinking ahead into the future of  "what if's". 

[Starfire73]

Aug. 31, 2009 at 12:33 PM

Probably racist since you left such a hategul post on one of the groups expressing your hatred towards "white people"