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[xviera]

well I am not a single parent I am married and have three kids one whom is a teenager to the word and drives me insane then of course my little one who hasn't left the terrible two's yet and has me litterally tearing my hair apart now my middle child whis is a 9 soon to be 10 year old space cadet tween is starting to find herself and throwing some serious temper tantrums, well my husband works delivering furniture and is hardly ever here at home the salary he makes is crappy me on the other hand work also i drive a school bus for the past four years and i am begginig to hate my job! i make decent money but during the summer months there is no work and i always get backed up everything so i spend the first couple of months of the school year to catch on bills and never seem to get on top, the of course i got birthdays then halloween then thanksgiving then christmas and of course i am still behind on everything, things have gotten so bad tha i did a couple of on line loans and i am stuck because i never have enough money to pay them my car insurance is late my rent is late my kids drive me nuts my husband spend money like we're rich and forgets we have responsibilities, i am really stressed out so I joined cafe moms to vent a little ans see if mybe some one out there can help or if i ccan also help someone out a little, i do not have much but i can share