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Not Feeling Good Enough...
- Oct 9, 2007 at 6:12 PM
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For the past few months I have felt like a huge failure. It all started when I got into Mary Kay and wanted to sell it. Well that totally backfired. No matter what I did, I couldn't get new customers. So I wasn't making any money, and therefore I couldn't pay my credit card. So I had to quit Mary Kay. I tried so hard to make it work, but I failed in the end. I can't seem to shake that I am a failure. I want to feel like I am good at something. I want to feel happy with what I do. I have thought about getting a job, but that's hard to do. Not many places stay open past 6 here. My MIL won't watch Kira for me during the day so I can get a job. That puts me in a tough spot. I also want to go to school, but then I feel like I am going to put my family into debt even further. Its like not matter what I do, there is a negative. I want to stop feeling negative and just be happy! I don't want to be stuck anymore. I know that its up to me to change things. Just wish I had support system. I don't have that really. I feel all alone sometimes.
Christina
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Oh Christina I am so sorry you have hit a rough patch. You are NOT A FAILURE. This is just another bump in the road and will take some time to get over it. We are hear for you to lean and know that God is here to help too!
**HUGS & PRAYERS**
~~Jessica
Oh Christina the # 1 thing you are AWESOME at is being a Mother, Friend and Wife. YOu are a awesome individual that I count my blessings I met. Please don't get down on yourslf and we are always there for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Big virtual hugs to you Christina. If you keep swimming, I'll keep swimming, deal??
And just for the record, you are NOT a failure.
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