Hey Everyone first i hope all of you have a great time tonight taking your kids out be safe. well I'm a lil sad today because this is the first holiday with out my princess. Its been 5 months since shes been gone and i miss her so much and even more today. It doesn't feel real sometime that shes gone i miss having her in my arms and just hearing her call me. I get home and i miss her running to me or calling home and having her ask me where are you lol she would always ask me that. Last year she dressed up as Cleopatra she didn't want to at first she wanted to be a princess like every year but i wanted something different and when she walked in her school parade everyone loved her costume and in the end so did she. She wasn't much for walking so that night when we took her trick or treating my fiance and i took turns caring her lol that's how it always was lol but she wasn't into candy at all everyone would be surprised we still have her bag from last year i think she ate like 3 lol she never had a cavity lol well its memory's like this that keep me going and knowing that my baby was so happy when she was here and that i did everything i could to make her feel like a princess i know that she is in a better place know even-though i would want her here but i know ill see again one day and as a mom i wonder if shes taking care of but then i think that she couldn't be in a better place and i know our heavenly father has her by his side and always hugs her. well sorry for making this long and again have a good time tonight and trick or treat a lil more for my princess Kaitlyn

 

Dayana

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tginn20
Oct. 31, 2007 at 12:44 PM I am so sorry to hear that. if you don't mind me asking what happened? keep your chin up and you and your family are in my prayers.

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CarieG.
Oct. 31, 2007 at 6:10 PM Y ou have me crying...I can't imagine what you are going through. Think happy thoughts of Kaitlyn. ***Hugs***

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jankie
Nov. 6, 2007 at 2:28 PM I am in tears right now. I am so so sorry for your loss! I can't even imagine.... You and your family are in my prayers.

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Nancy05
Nov. 9, 2007 at 2:30 PM how strong u r i can't imagine being without one of my girls, but u r right she is in a better place with our heavenly father. she was just too special to stay in this rough world!  Take care.

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devan...
Nov. 9, 2007 at 3:55 PM

I am crying reading this, too.  I cannot imagine how much your heart must ache.  I was thinking the other day how I feel a litlte sorry for the world - that I've unleashed such an incredible force in the form of my child... and how I can't picture her as an adult.  And I had an immediate sense of dread and quickly took back every complaint I've ever made about how hard it is to be her mom - because I'd hate for her to be taken from me.

Stay strong and have peace.  What a beautiful princess you had in your care!

~De

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TyeLynn
Nov. 12, 2007 at 1:38 PM

I could never imagine a day without my babygirl. I was raised with a youngerbrother who has always been very sick. I could never deal with losing him let alone a child. If you dont mind me asking what happened?

Your very strong, your in my prayers, and your lucky you have the most beautiful guardian angel in the world.

Tye Lynn

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Cathe...
Nov. 12, 2007 at 10:12 PM You have a beautiful daughter!  I'm so sorry for your loss.   Our Heavenly Father is taking wonderful care of her.

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Kim24...
Nov. 25, 2007 at 12:07 PM Im SS for your lost((((((hugs))))))She is definitly your Angel now GodBless!!

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djmommy2
Nov. 27, 2007 at 1:50 PM So sorry for your loss. She was gorgeous.

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