it's been awhile...

[wiccania]

It's been awhile since I've been here.  Not having a terribly easy time of things... my ex is unemployed so he's not paying child support.  On top of that, he won't come see his son until he has a job.  I understand that he feels bad and maybe he's a little ashamed, but damn.  Our son is Autistic.  He doesn't remember like other kids do.  Last time he saw his dad he was a little unsure.  It's been almost 3 months... there's a chance that the next time he see's his dad it's not going to go very smoothly even with me there.  That's terribly sad.

And now I'm trying to figure out how to make ends meet financially.  My ex never took me to my recertification interview for foodstamps, and there's no one else who could take me, so those were terminated.  Nothing like living on ramen and mac & cheese and whatever other cheap things my son will eat.

It certainly sucks.