i am still alive.

[thegreatmama]

these last few weeks have been a challenge.

the company i worked for the last two years [and was the manager of] closed. thankfully, after only a month of searching, i got a new job. however.. things are different.

topher moved to chicago. [= 4 hours away from me.] left.

i started dating someone new. he is wonderful. more than i could anticipate. i feel truly connected to him. but my heart has been broken and i'm cautious and insecure.

school is overwhelming. i'm busy all the time. tired all the time.

so. i wanted to tell you i am still here.. barely hanging on some moments. thank you so much for all your thoughts and concerns for me - i'm trying hard to get back into the swing of things...

 

[Lb128f]

Nov. 11, 2007 at 10:30 PM Whoa! Lots happening with you!!! Sorry to hear about the job -- but, it's great that you found something new! Hope you will like it! Real sorry to hear about you and Toph, hmmm...hope you all are still friends. I know that has to be tough on you. I think you are very wise to be cautious with your new relationship, sometimes we need time to heal after such a breakup. Good Luck with that! Hope Jorryn is doing well. And, I hope too that school is not too much for you right now...soon you get a break, right? For the holidays, I mean? I'm not surprised to hear that you have been feeling tired (overwhelmed)....some top stressors (on a stress test) are change of job and relationship -- but, your not supposed to have to experience them both at the same time!! I am sure things will get better...glad you posted an update! Hope things lighten up some for you over the holidays!! :-)

[smichel]

Nov. 24, 2007 at 10:21 PM OMG I'm sorry about you and Toph. What made him decide to move in the first place? Are you two friends still. I hope everything gets better for u real soon.. Looks like things are looking up. If you need to talk I'm here.. We could even talk on the phone if you need to hear a voice on the other end. Hope to hear from you soon..