So we went to the dr and after sitting there for 4 hours we still know nothing more. They are not ruling out brain surgery but they are still wanting to do more test. The stress of waiting is killing me. I'm so tired looking at my baby you would never guess anything was wrong. But why me is God testing my strength? Is this his way of geting me in church? Why is all I can ask. I didn't smoke, drink, anything. My sister did all that and her kids are fine. It seems like it isn't fair. I love my baby with all my heart and soul and i can't work cause I don't want to leave him. I'm struggling with my b/f I physically and emotionlly drained.

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