Current mood: uncomfortable
Category: Life

Esickipoo
I have had this creepy crawly sickness following me around for two weeks now. WHAT.THE.FUCK?! Last weekend it started and I was in bed all day Sunday and stood home from work on Monday. I felt better during the week and then come Friday the bad feelings come again. Wiped out on the weekend and now today I feel it the most--soso sleepy and my nose is runny, head is draining the muck and the mire of sickness...

El Gym!
So I have a new resolve to hit up the gym as often as possible and work out EVERYDAY--even if it is Yoga or Pilates at home or walking however i Prefer the hardcore cardio and resistence training stuff. :D So Saturday I did cardio @ the gym, Sunday Yoga @ the gym and Monday night weights @ the gym--which I am totally sore from now. Anyway, instead of giving up something for Lent I am taking up something--I need STRUCTURE and Lent provides that for me.

Kids
For the past month or so a realization has come over me. I don't want anymore kids. At least not in the near future; I do feel I have one more child to be born from me but god I am not feeling it right now. If I have another it is going to be a long time from now (ok let's say 35 when my mechanism starts shutting down). I have six years. With that said I am suddenly PARANOID about getting prego and have since made an appt. with my doc to go over non-hormonal birth control options (I HATE CONDOMS* and hormonal birth control throws me out of wack in ways that I don't want to be thrown out of wack.). So, more kids = NO for Selene right now.

*Don't get me wrong; if I don't know the cock well enough, it IS going in with the hazmat suit. FUCK THAT HIV/STD shit!!! Ain't no sex in the WORLD worth that.

Relationships and Love
Are crazy; drive you crazy. They suck. Hurt. Fuck with your mind and heart. And make you an asshole when you are scared.

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