Thank you my husband my knight and shining armor

[angelbum0616]

I know I haven't written in here in a while. Well, we are moving again, by choice and circumstances that have happened in the past few weeks. I don't want to get into details because I have forgiven by mother inlaw and now it is time to move on.

 

I know alot of you that read this thought it was a mistake for moving in with my mother inlaw but, I see it as a blessing from God. I see it as a blessing because I know that I am weak in a lot of areas in my life right now. I am not assertive as I want to be. I also found out that I am not happy and that I am totally responsible for my happiness. Not my husband, not my daughter or anyone else is going to give me happiness. That things won't give me happiness, having another baby will not give me happiness. And for that God, has certainly blessed me.

Now it is time me to move on with the guidiance from God and work on those areas of my life. Because I am truly responsible for my happiness. I pray to God daily to show me how I can be happy in my life. He has certainly has blessed me and has answered many prayers.

As for one of the prayers that was answered a long time ago is the prayer I prayed months before I met my husband. I was desperate on having someone in my life. I just moved out of my parents house and was desperate to have some one in my life I was ready to call an exboyfriend that had hurt me so bad when he cheated on me with another girl three years earlier. So that night I wanted to call the ex boyfriend and I prayed to God in my journal for a boyfriend of character and not to call that ex boyfriend. That out of the boys I had dated I took the best qualities I liked about all of them and I prayed for that man. A month later I answered a personal ad on the internet because of a dare from my sisters. Which happened to be Easter Sunday. I met him the following Saturday and have been together ever since. God, gave me a man of noble character, a gentleman, a man who didn't play games. He is a man with a heart of gold. A man who wants to give the best things in life. A man who doesn't stop fighting for his beauty. God, certainly has blessed me.

And I know some of you out there probably think that my husband was not thinking of me when he moved in me and my daughter in his mothers house. Yes, he was thinking of me and my daughter because all he wanted to do was pay off our debt and save for a home of our own. Something, that I wanted and something I thought would give me happiness. So, husband is the man I prayed for many years ago. He is my knight in shining armor with a few dents in his armor.

Please continue to pray for us while we go through this move and for our marriage. 

 

PS that is my handsome husband above this post.