He Sucks!

[Aaronmom79]

I am just gonna write and express my messed up feelings cause I can't/ do not want to tell him how I really feel. My baby daddy and I can't admit that we have still feelings for each other and deep inside miss being with each other. But over the course of our relationship and during the breakup there were things that were said and done that neither one us can forget. I do forgive but I know that I have not forgotten and it still pains me at time when the memories come across my mind. I admitted to my baby daddy that I still love him I am not in love with him and he as expressed that he will always love me, he never said that if he was not in love with still or not, I do not think that he is cause we are not together. Well when we talk and I know what is going on with his life at this point, I do not ever wanna be with him again cause he his not showing himself to where he can take care of a family. I miss what he had cause we were good together, with him it's like I lost a very good friend and I want that friendship back. I get sad and depressed at time cause I know that we could been so much better, but I see because he is not with me he is with someone that does not care about him taking care of home and he seems comfortable. Part of me wants to tell him these feelings and have them there to console me but I do not want him to think that I want him back in anyway I just miss having him as a friend someone that I can talk to.

[mommynotready]

Dec. 25, 2007 at 10:45 PM Well i know this is not the same thing but i am a good listener and i know u dnt know me that much but we have alot in common and i would really love being friends i know im young but ive been through enough in my life tro know the basics so think about it and just know that im here