After a weekend of tears, When AF did show, I was a litlle cried out!!!  The tears didn't come as bad!  I guess I expected not to be PG....I was very stressed that cycle....Time for round 2!
I have decided to do it again!  I can't stop, I have gone this far and the meds are still in my system!  I just want to say that this is one of the toughest things, and I guess its just gonna make me stronger!  (I HOPE)!!!!
Thanks for all the support that I have gotten from my friends, you all know who you are!  Your stories are all unique and touch me in a way that I never thought possible...I am realizing that many people will stop being your friend because they honestly dont't understand our pain! 
I will post something that I got from Resolve that states it all...So that anyone that reads this or knows someone going through infertility can somewhat understand what we go through...
I have to leave a group that I belong to, due to the fact that they are not infertile, they just try to concieve and bam within months they are PG, and thats exciting for them, but at the same time its painfull for me, because they really haven't got a clue what we  girls that are trying for a long time go through, month after month and year after year....
If you are offended in any way and think that am selfish and insensative in any way, please dont visit my page and move on...
I need support and I am here to give it..I know what it feels like to try and try and not get, I also know the feeling of recieving a miracle...Joy and pain!  I have been through alot and why??? why?? cant I just have another child...I am 33 with unexplained infertlity... TBC.....

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miche...
Dec. 6, 2007 at 9:21 AM

AMEN!!! Good for you! It will all come to all of us! We just have to hang in there!

Dreams do come true, sometimes you have to wait longer for some!

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Final...
Dec. 6, 2007 at 2:32 PM

You are dear to my heart! Keep your chin up and know that you are never alone!!!

 

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kim715
Dec. 6, 2007 at 3:00 PM stay positive and i pray this is your month!!!

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