It was addressed to both me and my ex, apparently not everyone in my family knows we got divorced. I just can't stand this. I don't know how to feel anymore! Not sure I even want to feel anything at all. I dunno, I know it's over, I know that nothing will ever be the same again, but I just can't stop caring. I wan't to so badly, but just can't. I guess it will be a little easier since he moved. Uggg, I am just stressed and not looking forward to this Christmas since it is the first one without him here and getting that card today just made it even worse. Thanks for listening.