Strange dream

[azaleasmom]

I had the weirdest dream last night.  I dreamt that I gave birth to a new baby, and it was deformed.  It had these creepy white blue eyes, and its legs were attached all the way to its knees(from the groin area)and its knees bent the wrong way and were stuck upwards and wouldn't bend, and it kind of had a c shape going on.  I don't know but I think it was a boy...But I'm not sure about that.  Anyway.  I remember thinking that there was no way that thing came out of me.  So I kind of touched it gently to see if it was real or not, and when I did it grabbed my finger and smiled and laughed the sweetest, purest, happiest laugh I had ever heard and I fell in love with it.  After all it was my baby and I guess I could have the legs surgically separated and have the knees fixed.  Well I left it at home with my husband so I could go out and buy baby stuff, because until I gave birth I had no idea I was pregnant and I had to have at least the basics on hand.  And then when I came home my husband had killed the baby because according to him there was no way the baby was going to be happy and that was the most humane thing to do for it because it was mentally retarded.  Mind you I don't think the baby in my dream was retarded, after all right after birth it was able to genuinely smile and even laugh and babies of average intelligence can't do that so I think it was a genius, just deformed. 
And I was all kinds of pissed off and sad about it all, but I woke up shortly afterwards.  I don't think my husband is a baby killer, so I don't know why I was thinking that.  Also, so far as I know I am not pregnant, I'm due to start tomorrow.  I guess I could be, but I hope not.  well I am starting to wonder if it is a prophetic dream and maybe I am pregnant and theres going to be something wrong with it and my husband isn't going to accept it or something.  I haven't exactly seen anything about deformed children lately or anything so I don't know where the dream came from.  Its just weird....