Update...haven't written in a while

[txmomof3]

I haven't wrote in a while, so thought I'd give everyone an update on how things are going.

This should've been my son's first christmas and I miss him so much. He should be here enjoying the tree, the lights, and presents. :( I really enjoy the holidays, especially christmas, but I just keep thinking about how he should be here, too. Merry christmas in heaven, baby boy! I bought him a special ornament for our tree. I will put up a picture so you all can see.

As most of you know, I'm expecting again. I am due May 11, 2008 (which just happens to be mother's day!) I'm so excited and can't wait for him/her to be here. I know that this baby will NEVER replace my son, but I want another child and can't wait. The girls are really excited. Briana hugs my belly all the time and tells me she's hugging baby. They are already planning how they are going to help and everything we need to buy for the baby. It's so cute and they are both going to be great big sisters. I find out the 21st of Dec. the sex. I am so excited and think it's wonderful that I get to find out before Christmas. What a christmas present! We can't wait to share the news with our family!

Well, guess that's about it for now. Will write more later :)

 

[lonlyinlove]

Dec. 12, 2007 at 3:45 PM

congrats hun

im so glad ur having another one i know this one well never replace the one u lost but it well help ur heart heal a bit an give u something to mother. im so sorry u lost ur son  an im  so happy to see u moving on with life the best u can