I know God is good.. You all are here.. You have no Idea..

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... Or maybe you do.. It's That time of year again.. I miss my family..  My Husband busts his Kiester for his family , including me of course but .. It sure feels wierd spending the money he makes for a gift for him.. I'm disabled and can't work...  it's like.. here is some money get gifts with it..   so.. let me get this right.. I buy for YOU WITH YOUR MONEY?...  I'm not ungrateful.. Thank God He can do for us for Christmas but  no matter how bad I feel I feel like I have to COOK and Clean And keep an eye on his teen son when he's home from school.. .. And when Hubby is home I feel like I have to do things I'm not up to doing because he is the "breadwinner" and I'm the wifey..  I'm venting and rambeling but am I alone in this?.. Any other stay at home women feel this way?