You see it's my baby girl Sereena Aleyah's birthday. She's the BIG 1 years old today and instead of being happy....................I'm sad. Sereena is going to be my last baby (I have 3). Unfortunately I made the stupid decision of getting a Tubal Ligation (tubes tied) done during my last C-Section a year ago, so I can no longer have children and that whole situation makes me sad, not to mention angry. It's weird, sometimes I think I love my children too much. Is that even possible? They are my world, and without them....................I feel like I have nothing. I know that is NOT true but why do our children have to grow-up so darn fast???
I know I am VERY BLESSED & FORUNATE to be able to have children & to have the ones I do have but I just don't understand why time has to fly by as fast as it does.