i just seen my son

[angles]

          I just went today to see my son. I placed him up for adoption almost five months ago. My kids and my mom went with me. It was very nice but I still get upset because he's not mine. I have to realize that it was for the best. I know i couldnt have another child i already have to kids. I guess i know it was the right decision. I gave a family the best gift  anyone could give someone. It just brakes my heart that i could have kids but i cant take care of them. I give people a lot of credit that does it. It is the most unselfish thing that anyone could do.

[shell81]

Dec. 27, 2007 at 8:20 PM I am not being rude at all please do not think that but why do you have your other kids and not him??

[Guinhyvar]

Dec. 27, 2007 at 8:26 PM Aww.. I'm sorry that this was so hard for you. You're a good person, you really are.