WHAT DO I DO NOW?!

[Abigayle980]

Ok, I need to vent and I have noone to vent to.

I've gone through some tough things this past year, I got an EPO on my ex, and was advised to move away where he couldnt find me, and so on......

Well, being a single mom, the best I could do, and quickest move that I could make, was to move to the projects 2 towns away from where I was living.  Of course the projects rent is based on income.  I was working for Toyota at TGKY when I first moved, until my daycare closed on me, and left me with no choice but to find another job.  So I had to quit.  Which was fine since my rent is income based.  So I got a part time job at the local University.  Its not paying hardly anything.  Every month I've had to borrow money to pay for my phone, insurance, etc.  Well, I was off for 2 weeks, due to Christmas break, and I dont get paid for it.  This has caused me to lapse on my insurance, miss 2 payments now on my van, and get this, the housing authority raised my rent to $300 a month!  I only get child support for one of my children, and I applied for KTAP but the lady said I cant get it!  My youngest one's dad is on the run from the law of course (long story, reason for EPO) and I cant get anything, let alone contact him.  WHAT ARE MY OPTIONS?  I'm 4 months pregnant and I'm scared to death that this stress is going to affect the baby.

If anything, my little family needs lots of prayer.  I'm trying to just let go, and let GOD but its hard when everything is  being taken away!

[1.hot.mama2005]

Jan. 12, 2008 at 3:48 PM

I dont know what to say, except You and your children will be in my thoughts and prayers. And dont give up hope. If you need someone to talk to, you can message me anytime you like.