So, I need some meditation interpretation help please. I was asking the deities for help coming to terms about my horrible wedding and to give me guidance about the pain I have been having lately. I have been having lower abdominal pain and cramps and fear I may be pregnant and maybe even have an ectopic pregnancy but sure that is probably just me over reacting. I am a little past halfway through my cycle and have been having pain around my right ovary but have already ovulated and it gets worse with sex. (I know I should see a doctor but haven't been able to yet).
Ok, so the meditation went like this. I was suspended in green goo. But I could swim through it even though there were leaves stuck in it like pieces of fruit stuck in jello. And suddenly I started hearing a voice say GET OUT as I went to fully close my eyes (they were closed but I can close them again during meditation to see things better with my third eye). So I swam to the surface to see that it was day but night. The moon and sun were combined into one and then I was forced out of the meditation. I tell the deities I do not understand and ask to try again. So I do. This time, same thing basically. I was in the green goo again. And the Little Mermaid song came into my head and a mermaid swimming by, by she disappeared when I banished the song. I then tried to fully close my eyes but felt pain so stopped. But I couldn't move in the goo this time. And then my hands started burning so I stopped. I told the deities I didn't understand but would try and figure it out. But I am completely lost. And then when I closed my circle, at the end I say whatever comes to mind which is usually something like...
"I thank the spirits that came to bless this circle and accept any gifts they may have left for me. I thank the deities for everything that they do and for always being there for me. Blessed be to all."
But this time I added something. I thanked the deities for life.
I am completely confused and any help would be greatly appreciated.