Blah blah blah

[CathieJ7]

Well,  That's how I feel today.  Blah!  I'm so tired of the blah feelings.  I've been burnt out of my emotions.  This weekend was fine, nothing out of the ordinary for me.  I spent most of it doing nothing.  I had no motivation whatsoever.  I hate feeling like this.  I would much rather feel energized and motivated.  The house didn't get touched.  Nothing really got done. 

So, I guess I should go back on the antidepressants.  I wonder what other people have in the way of side-affects with them.  Will says there's too many sideaffects.  I don't see them though.  I've been using the Nature's Sunshine thyroid and adrenal support suppliments.  They've helped nicely, but not enough. 

Does anyone have any suggestions?  The emotions are so strong and I hate it.  I feel like crying too often.  I know a good cry is a good thing, but too often really wears you out.

Of course, there's more going on here, but I cannot write about it.  I don't see how many moms here can write about personal things, or problems with their kids.  They are personal and I don't want to be judged on something misenterpreted.  I just want to know who others with similar situations deal with it, ok, at least with the depression today.

I've felt like a single mom for a long time.  This past week I have been.  Will's been out of town for work.  I haven't even talked to him for more than 10 mins at a time. 

There's so much going thru my head today.  I know that things will get better.  I also know that things arent' really that bad.  Just the emotions are driving me batty!