Thanking those around me...

[MamaHuus]

I want to thank all of my friends, my family and my new friends I've made recently for being here for me. I have been through some turmoil and I don't think I could've gotten through the heartache alone, I want to thank my bestfriend Linda for being very supportive and my sister Juliana for being a very caring and advisable sister. My marriage was falling apart, but due to a recent "break" I have come to an understanding that this "break" may be the answer. It was a mutual decision and it's what's best for me and my husband and my children. I understand where my husband was coming from and I can't ignore or disrespect his wishes or his space. I have seeked help from my therapist and I have an appointment to "talk" about my problems, my anxiety, my anger and my insecurities. Hopefully by addressing my "demons" and get the proper help and medication, things will start to get better and I will be able to have my husband back and be a family again. It wasn't easy for me to admit that I have a problem, I have so much going on right now and I've been under a lot of stress and now instead of worrying about others, I'm finally learning to worry about myself and well being.

[3isgood]

Mar. 7, 2007 at 8:43 AM I hope you are soon able to get a handle on things and enjoy your life and blessings to the fullest.