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I swear it feels like my depression is hitting again. I told Marlin he had 'til the first (aka TODAY) to talk to his grandparents. Has he? NO. Not even w/him getting off at 4 yesterday! The fact that he doesn't want better for his family or himself hurts and angers me. At this point, he's pretty much working his ASS off for his aunts and uncles to get the payoff in the end because the papers say HE'S NOT GETTING THE COMPANY that he was PROMISED!!! Not only that. Say he DOES get the company someway somehow in the end...how the HELL am I supposed to run a company and do the papers when they won't teach me? I'll be DAMNED if he keeps his aunt on the payroll when he could be paying me to do it. They're using him SO much, and he's just taking it. And I don't know if I can take it anymore. If he stays and says nothing, that's going to hurt US, OUR FAMILY, OUR RELATIONSHIP. We haven't been "us" since this all came up. I'm so stressed over the waiting game that I can't think about romance, and I'm a freaking PASSION CONSULTANT....HELLOOOO??? I seriously feel my depression coming back. It has never hit since I met Marlin (except when my grandma died). I never thought it would hit again. But I can't handle this. I just can't

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MSuga...
Feb. 1, 2008 at 9:38 AM When you make a demand you must make a consequence if the demand is not kept. And always keep your word and follow through with the consequence.  Life is full of ups and downs but don't let others take over your life, take control of your own life.

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Feb. 1, 2008 at 1:07 PM IMO, it's time to sit down and have a serious talk.  I agree, you need to have a consequence if you are going to make demands.  But your husband needs to see that it isn't just himself that he's affecting... it's all of you.  And you aren't happy with the way things are.  Good luck.

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