It's time to admit it...I had been working through some contradictions I've had in my heart and mind on this subject.   I had always prayed to God, to Jesus, and I'm Catholic, so to pretty much anyone else I feel I need to.  As those years, while I PRAYED MY HEART OUT, literally, to become pregnant, slowly creeped along, I feared that my God was ignoring me.  


But all of the sudden it hit me like a bolt of love.  My own necessary revelations about this:  (Part of this might sound familiar if you've read The Secret.)


My God has always existed.  
The Universe has always existed. 
This Universe is made up of particles of energy. 
I am made up of those same energy particles, so I am a part of the universe. 
I am made in the likeness of my God, so I am a part of my God. 
My  God is my Universe. 
They are One.
Also, my God is Love and is the answer to everything,
therefore: Love is the answer to everything.

 Prayer has become slightly different for me.  Instead of praying to Someone, I pray as a part of Someone. 
That Someone and I want the same for US
We want the best for US.  
Knowing this, I can breathe, believe, receive as a part of this spectacular Universe;
knowing this, I cannot blame anyone or anything  for anything because I am part of everything, therefore, I am to blame as well.  Likewise, I can not judge either, because I am part of that person I would be judging.
If I want something, We will obtain it. 
Even if, during moments of weakness, what I want would appear to be not so favorable hindsight.

*I now know what Esther Hicks meant when she said that no one else needs to use the law of attraction for it to work.  It's because me and MY universe, which happens to be everything, is all I've got.  How could I ever be lonely?

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sunmo...
Feb. 1, 2008 at 2:04 PM AMEN!  i am glad you had your enlightenment!

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conju...
Feb. 1, 2008 at 2:22 PM Behold the eyes of LOVE.  :-)

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roolynn
Feb. 1, 2008 at 2:38 PM I'm so glad that you have come to this personal enlightenment!  That's wonderful!  God bless!

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Bexibear
Feb. 1, 2008 at 4:48 PM I like this. Thanks for the reminder!

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Belinda3
Feb. 1, 2008 at 5:16 PM Isnt it amazing when you feel it in your soul? Its the meaning of freedom! And thats all god wants! for us to realize that we are not a "self" but a "whole" and to love blindly is to really love!!! Sending you and all of you all the love I have!!!!

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vap72928
Feb. 1, 2008 at 7:34 PM I think being raised as a catholic and not understanding all the rules and guilt they set on me as a kid I have been trying to put it all together in a way that I am comfortable with and you just opened my mind a little bit-thanks!

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TheEm...
Feb. 3, 2008 at 5:16 PM What a beautiful post!  This is awesome!  Thanks!

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