So maybe it is just me. I don't know anymore. I used to have some really good friends, but then things hit the fan and they became some not so good friends. I now essentially have NO friends. When my husband told me he was leaving me I didn't even have anyone to call. Not a damn person. And I have been thinking about it, I joined this site hoping to make friends, yet in reality, I haven't made one. I have met some people who I would like to be friends with but they never seem to interested. So I think it is me. I must be a horrible person to talk to and be around. That is about the only thing I can come up with. I mean I know I get depressed now and then, but when I am first trying to make friends, I don't usually just go out and blurt everything, I try to seem semi-normal, but even that doesn't work. So I try being the real me, and yet here I am, still on my own without out anyone to talk to ( can't think of the name of the song that just popped into my head but it goes " Without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to ." I'm thinking le mis, but not sure) I don;t get it guys! am I really that boring, or that bad of a person? can someone please explain this to me? because I really am about to give up! I really just want to say to hell with it all and live in a bubble with my daughter and I, but I can't, she deserves more than that. She deserves more than I seem to be able to give her, and it isn't fair! So can you tell me what is wrong with me so I can make myself a better person for my daughter? If you have met me or talked to me, tell me what the fuck is wrong with me so I can do something about it! don't just tell me there is nothing and that now a damn person on here has enough time for me, because it isn't just on here, its in the real world to so there must be something wrong with me! Just for once in your damn lives be honest with someone and don't worry about hurting their feelings, Im beyond that!

and I apologize that this post is esentially one long run-on sentence.

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biged...
Feb. 1, 2008 at 9:14 PM I am sure you are a fine person.  Keep your and your daughter's future in focus and hopefully thinkgs will come into place.  Good luck!

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cesarpup
Feb. 1, 2008 at 9:15 PM

There is nothing wrong with you.  I thought we were friends.  I had a great time when we got together...I thought that you were not that interested in just doing stuff to hang out...we can do that.  I really need a girls night out...things are horrible for me right now too.  I guess I was waiting for you to make an invite or call me.  Sorry.

I really enjoyed your company when you were here.....let's make it a point to talk more often...you know you can always call me too. 

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JnJsM...
Feb. 1, 2008 at 9:28 PM You are not a horrible person.  I think you have friends on here and I know I would like to get to know you and others on here better. I dont have many friends myself, since my divorce 8 years ago. It seems like when you get divorced all your married friends cant be bothered. I have always been a little shy and insecure so I tend to not push myself on people. I am always here if you need someone and you can always send me a private message. Believe it or not, there are a couple of you young ladies that I do keep in my thoughts even throughout my busy life and you are deffinately one of them.

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scrap...
Feb. 1, 2008 at 10:04 PM You know...i am not trying to be rude because I know we all have bad days but how many times have I left you comments and just recently sent you a message and you have never replied to me?  I dont know what else to say.

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Nycut...
Feb. 1, 2008 at 10:05 PM

Hey Mama,

I am sorry your having a rough time you are not a horrible person. Lets try and get to know each other better HUgz

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babybri
Feb. 2, 2008 at 9:26 AM

Hi, well first you are not a bad person, and im sure people want to talk to you and hang out but everyone has issues of there own too. I have tried to talk to you a couple times and didn't hear back from you so i left it alone. I would like to get together again and do something, but i haven't had time for anything i have been seeing Dr's for MONTHS and i have alot of things not going good for me either and i don't  really know anyone that can relate to me or help me out. Things get hard for everyone and i also joined this group looking to meet new people being new in the area and i have only a few friends i can count on one hand and still really nothing. I know what you mean i would like to have more friends but its hard ( i don't know why) i guess alot of people are very judgemental and don't even take the time to know you?? But you do have my number you can call and say hi too. And if you would like to talk you know how to reach me. Sorry if this sounds mean but its not intended too be.

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polka...
Feb. 2, 2008 at 1:16 PM edited.

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polka...
Feb. 2, 2008 at 1:16 PM edited.

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AHJN
Feb. 4, 2008 at 10:26 PM

I guess you "find out who your friends are" when times get tough.  However, it doesn't hurt to reach out...if you don't then no one can offer to help...or be a shoulder to cry on. 

 I generally like to keep my misery to myself because I don't like to drag people down.

 One thing I can say for sure is that I am a friend that will be honest and not sugar coat things.  I expect the same from my friends.  

We have had some hard times ourselves lately (everyone seems to be) and there are lots of people that I thought would be there for me and they aren't.  In all reality I can't expect my cm friends to be there for me because they are still hundreds of miles away from me.

Hang in there, and if you need to vent...send me a message...reach out.  :) 

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tntara
Feb. 5, 2008 at 6:56 AM Hi. I just came across your "unpopular" group and a few of your posts. I feel for you. I have felt like that a lot. If I'm reading the above post correctly, then your husband left you? I'm so sorry. Please don't feel like it is your fault. You can't make someone love you. They do or they don't but that is his problem. I am at work so I can't chat much. I'm always looking for new friends and people to talk to so please msg me anytime. Tara

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