My best friend/sister Christina, who lives in Memphis, Tn., & I were chatting about our lives this evening.  We have been friends for over 20 years. We are both turning 20.err, 30!! The age of Thirty was always a topic of discussion. "when we turn 30 our lives will be"... fill in the blank. ; )  Obviously since I mention our " girls birthday getaway" every chance i get! lol! : )    Anywhoo, It has been brought to my attention that I have had a blessed life. Of course being a SAHM means Happiness & Blessings. Raising my daughter with my husband, fills my days with Love.

But I am speaking of a darker time in my life. A Time when I didn't take the precautions as I do now. I had dabbled in "excess" too times many to count. The highs of Steamy, Hot Affairs,  & the additives that allowed inhibitions to vanish.... to the lows of the Toxic people & Toxic places that I allowed myself to be around...filled my days for 7 years,  All the while never getting into any trouble or serious injury. I have alot of faith in myself & my family . I also trust all of my governments & my country with my safety.... but there had to be something else that was watching over me in my times when i wasn't watching myself. 
I have always been spiritual & I know now, as I knew then, to count my blessings. I have alot of memories & I lived life...I thank God for every moment they keep me here : )

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Feb. 10, 2008 at 12:24 AM well said, i feel the same way of my past...

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