I'm ttc.  And I have PCOS.  I'm currently on cd33, with no end in sight.  I don't know if I'm late, if I'm pregnant, or of my stupid body is just refusing to work properly.  The only reason I had a period in Jan was because  my doc put me on provera.  I'm also currently on metformin, which has helped me lose weight.  But according to my bbtt, I never ovulated.  According to my cm, I did ovulate, between cd14 and cd26.  Last time hubby and I bd'd was on cd 26, which happened to be on Jan26.  I am having pregnancy symptoms, but it's way too early to test.  I wish I had answers as to why AF isn't showing up.  And naturally, none of my friends have problems conceiving.  So they're either pregnant, just had a baby, or have a toddler.   My daughter begs me all the time for a brother or sister, and it breaks my heart that I've been unable to give her one.  Hubby doesn't want to adopt for some dumbass reason.  So, if we have another child, it will only be thru my prayers of getting pregnant again, which so far, God has refused to answer.  Not to mention we're running out of time.  My daughter just turned 10 yrs old.  Pretty soon, she won't be around much to enjoy a brother or sister.   I just want to cry.  Hubby doesn't understand.  He'd love another child, but he's happy with our daughter.  I'm happy with her also, but I want another child so badly.   I feel like such an inadequate woman because I can't do what a woman was designed to do.  Maybe tomorrow will be better, but today, my heart is broken, and I'm crying so hard inside.

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blueizo2
Feb. 3, 2008 at 6:47 PM I am sorry to hear your having a bad day. I will pray for you. Things will get better they always do.

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shash1
Feb. 5, 2008 at 4:07 PM

"I feel like such an inadequate woman because I can't do what a woman was designed to do. "

It may sound corny but it helps me get thru..........if you believe in a higher power that is.......

i try and look at it like the "higher power" (this website is very touchy on religion) hasnt found that perfect spirit for you yet! when the time comes, you will be complete with the blessing of another child (and another and another, if thats what ur wanting) keep the faith and dont lose hope. hehe, i sound like a friggen minister or somethin! GL and baby dust to ya!

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