Just finished up my second week back to work and had to work 6 hours overtime Saturday(today).  I really have to get organized to get things done.  My daughter is back working at Tastee Treat,plus going to basketball games 2 to 3 nights a week (she's a cheerleader) So I was relying on her to help around the house and James has been feeling lousy and having chest pains alot the past two weeks.   Sometimes I would like to get off this Merry-go-round that I'm on but like the song "The Dance"  I would not want to miss this for anything.  I love my husband and hope we have a long life together but I just don't know and I guess no one does so we go on living day to day.  His family has all these heart problems and die young and he had his first heart attack at age 34 and within 18 months had a second heart attack.  I really don't want to lose him and I'm scared that I will and I can't explain why I feel the way I do but I do and can't stop feeling this way. Waiting for the other shoe to drop so to speak.

Add A Comment


Feb. 2, 2008 at 10:56 PM So sorry your life feels so harried right now. I can't imagine how scary it must be to have someone you love so much have such a serious health problem. I can't offer much in the way of advice, but I can pray for you and your husband

Message Friend Invite

Want to leave a comment and join the discussion?

Sign up for CafeMom!

Already a member? Click here to log in