OK so my life is ok right novv..Sometimes i vvill sit here and look back on it, and i just say to myself VVOVV..Its that crazy..From moving one place to the other since i vvas 12, to having the most beautifulest little girl in the vvorld.It has been a very hard journey in the past 7 months. From being sad one moment to being happy the next.Sometimes it is very confusing to me. Again i sit here and think about everything that me and jason have been through in the last past 5 1/2 years that vve have knovv each other. VVe have been through so much together, and vve are still going strong and had ended up pulling us back togeather many of times.Its been an interesting live for us. He has alvvays been there for me through thick and thin..I have no idea vvhat i vvould do vvith out him seriously..He has alvvays been the one to pick me up vvhen im the vvorst..But, i do thank god everyday for the loves of my life..Aand that vvould be him and Cassidy. They have both taught me that love isnt just something you do but its something that is pure and can only be vvith that one person..Aand i truley believe that that is vvith Jason and Cassidy.. VVhen she vvent to be vvith God, it vvas the most heart brecking, depresstionat thing..I am still going through and many years to come. I miss her very much. It has gotten alittle bit easier, and i knovv that jason vvill be there by my side helping and i am helping him..But all i have to say is it isnt easy..Im only 19, and i never thought i vvould have to go through something like this ever, but i do..And i think that im actually getting through this..but as i sit here, it is amazing hovv life treats you and the things you get out of it.

Im am very blessed to have Jason in my life, and speacialy Cassidy, even though she vvas on earth for a very short time.She vvill alvvays be tpart of my life..I love them both very much and i thank God for both of them..

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Amand...
Feb. 7, 2008 at 3:13 AM Hi hun i am here whenever you need to talk, I too feel like i have had so much thrown at me things most people never go thru and ive gone thru just about everything you can posibly imagine and im only 22...I miss morgan so much i can identify with evverything you have posted about cassidy. I wish you peace and comfort thru this storm, our angels are watching us right now. Hugs to you and jason...

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shebe...
Feb. 16, 2008 at 10:17 AM Hey sweetie, I am so glad you are starting to feel better about the whole situation. I had a question though, I thought Jason left you? He must have come back? I was 18 when I had my daughter and she is almost two now and I don't know how I would be able to go on if I lost her... Just remember to hold your head high and that everything happens for a reason!

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