For many reason, this has been a hard week for me. My brother is moving to Washington for his new job. I'm happy for him, but I'm going to miss him so much. I just keep thinking--the girls are going to change so much by the time they see their uncle again. It's going to be hard.

Also, on Monday, my Granny will be put into a nursing home. It's been a long time coming, but it's for sure this time. Right now, she's in the cardiac unit at the hospital. My mom has had a really hard time with this.

And, my nephew's heart surgery is coming up. Jay and I have been dreading this day. I'm really going to try to comfort Janis as much as I can, but it's so hard. We worry about the outcome--this surgery is much more serious then the one Scott had. For now, we're just all trying our best to make sure that Carson remains healthy, so he won't have any complications during his surgery.

Lately, Jay and I have both felt like we're on the verge of tears. I don't know what's going on. As a couple, we're doing much better than we have in a long while. I don't know--hopefully, this will all pass.

On the plus side, we got Jamie's 9 mo. portraits done and they are amazing! I can't even put into words how adorable they turned out. I pick them up on Valentine's day--and I can't wait!


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