To my heart;

 Brandon my oldest son. From the moment I saw you a new woman was born in me. I knew that my name was going to change to Mommy. That I was no longer going to have that me time. No more sleeping late, looking beautiful, going out with friends. And you know what I was totally find with that. Looking at you everyday and the milestones that you accomplished I wouldn't want to miss that for the world. I remember the first time you took your first step, your first word, your first christmas, I saw and got to enjoy and still enjoy all the things that you discover for the first time. You change my life and only for the better. I hardly remember now how my life used to be with you. You make everyday an adventure.  I hear you say "Mommy" my heart skips a beat I love the new name you have given me. I feel so proud to be your Mommy. Brandon you are such a smart and clever boy, some of things that you do amaze me. I'm so lucky to have you in my life. I know at time you do make me go crazy but what is life without a little craziness right. Now that you become a big brother, you also become more loving. You are not too jealous just a little. You always come to me when I'm holding your little brother and you want me to hold you too. But you are also a very sweet and caring big brother. You come to him and kiss him on the forehead or if he is uncovered you cover him up. You come and tell me if he is crying, you say "Mommy baby." My Brandon I love you so much. I want you to know that life is not always going to be easy. But life is wonderful don't let anything or anyone tell you otherwise. You can be anything that you set your little heart to be. Just know that I will always be here always. Brandon always be proud of your heritage and never deny who you are. Always keep in mind that I love you no matter what.

Max my baby boy who is two weeks old today. You added happiness to the one I already had. I love to hold you next to me and feel your baby soft skin. I like the fact that I and only I can console you when you cry. I know you too will be a wonderful little boy, full of energy and ready to have some fun adventures with your big brother. You so tiny and cute I hope you would stay this way for a long time. I can't wait to see all you first's too. I love you my little Max.

 My two little boys, I just hope I am the mother that you both want me to be and for you to always be proud of me. Remember that I will always be here for both you. As I'm watching you both sleep I feel at peace with life and that I have no worries on this world at this very moment. I feel like I'm floating in happiness. I LOVE you both soooo so much that my heart is now literally outside my body and is divided in two. Please take care of my heart. I love you my two little boys.

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Feb. 8, 2008 at 4:19 AM aww thats sooo sweet!

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