BF finally listened to me.  The cartilage in his foot is inflamed so he's on crutches for the next two weeks.  While his body is healing, my mind is falling apart.

As a few of you know, I suffer from depression.  Before I just self-medicated.  No pills, no therapists (except my mother), just realizing what was happening and making it stop.  My doctor decided I couldn't possibly survive like that, even though I have done it for 5 years, and put me on medication.

Now I feel worse symtoms than before.  I hate pills

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Feb. 3, 2008 at 11:49 AM



Been there done that girl. If you really don't like the pills can I suggest the Lord. I am not sure if you are a believer or not but he is the Only reason I am Not on drugs!! I stay focused becuase of him. My husband is deployed away from me and I have a infant and a 8 year old. I couldn't do this without the Lord and certainly not without falling into a cesspool or darkness!! I would be willing to be a penpal if you need encouragement.

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