count down to hubby's return

[proudgrammyof2]

It has been almost three weeks that he has been gone. The first week that hubby left was not too bad cause we got to talk on the phone everyday. But the second week was a week from hell. He finally boarded the boat and the phone system was down. I could barely keep myself together.  Although I have insomnia anyhow, it was alot worse that week. Not only could I not sleep but I was waking up and hearing phones ringing. I guess that was from me wanting so badly to hear from him.  When the phones finally came up and he was able to call me, I really had a hard time letting him go. All the guys on the ship wanted to call their wives as well, so the call had to be short. I understood how the other wives must have been feeling, but that did not make hanging up any easier.  Now into the third week, the phones are off and on and my scheduled has been keeping me really busy, so when I do not get to talk to him it is not too bad. I sort of feeling guilty because when he does call I have to make the conversation short.  This is going to be the longest 2 1/2 months of my life.

[mom0f2under2]

Feb. 7, 2008 at 8:27 PM yeah i know, but for the mean time the kids can keep you busy!  paw paw is sure gonna be tired when he gets home, chris and caden are gonna wear him out! lol