i love being a mom

[nweze23]

i found out i was pregnant last yr on my boyfriends birthday...that was one of the best days of my life...i was so scared and excited at the same time...i instantly fell in love with my lil person...i was only 5wks...but i couldnt have loved him any more than when i peed on that stick...lol...i was in my senior yr of college...majoring in biology pre med...i was determined to finish my last semester so that we could have a good life...his dad was finishing his master at UPENN...it was hard but well worth it...we worked hard together...and studied together...on may 7th 2007...my peanut and i did it, we walked across the stage, i got my degree and he, his honorary...he only did one semester..lol...

the day i found out i was having a boy, i was so excited...i couldnt wait to leave the dr office and get started on my registries...i went everywhere...

fast forward to the best day in my life...oct 23, 2007...he's here...after 12hr 49min and 1hr 49min of pushing my 8lbs 12oz 21.75in prince had arrived...wow...he was so beautiful...i couldnt have been any happier...the first time i held him he winked at me, as to say "good job mommy", lol...he stayed by my side every minute in the hospital...i even stayed with him while he was circumsized...ewww, big mistake, very traumatizing for me...he took it like a champ...

now 3month 3wk later i am enjoying every minute of him...his smile, his laugh, his cries...even his stinky diapers...i love the way he looks at me forever...and the way he lifts his head when he hears my voice...the way he calms when i sing to him...the way smells and when he holds my finger when he is eating...he is my angel...he is definitely mor than i could have ever prayed for...i love him with all my heart...he is my number 1 priority... we spend all of our time together...

i think about him day and night...

the other day i was making brownies...i got all excited thinking about when he gets older and i have to bake stuff for bake sales and birthdays...i cant wait...

i want him to love life just as i do, and embrace everything that life has to offer...i hope that he will grow to be a strong, caring, loving, independent boy and man, with a strong sense of self worth...i hope that i can instill in him all the values that my mother has given me...

most of all i hope that when i pass that he will be able to proudly say, " I HAD THE BEST MOTHER IN THE WORLD"...