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Bittersweet.
- Feb 12, 2008 at 10:06 PM
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Had a bit of a meltdown last week, it has been really hard ever since my mom was diagnosis with pancreatic cancer. I know we are never expecting something like this, but this whole thing has been such a shock. Went into the hospital with a blood clot and finds out she has cancer. She choice not to have treatment, because this type of cancer has no cure, so she is on hospice. I talk to her everyday when I am off work I am over to see her and do things for her, well last week a social worker came by and was talking to her and told her she should think about making arrangements now, when I talk to her and she told me this I just losted it, well she couldn't stay on the phone with me crying, Oh my gosh this has been so hard on me, but where the bittersweet comes in is my oldest son and his girlfriend told us they are going to be getting engaged I am just so happy! The bittersweet part, when they decide to get married I don't know if my mom well still be around, it is just so sad I am beside myself.
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Check that website ... roadtohealing.com ... we all want our moms to live long ... just found it recently and I hope it gives us comfort.
- Ojoy
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