Lonely and Weird

[julie515]

Okay, so this is just to vent.  I understand that it is illogical, but I need to get my feelings out of my head in order to continue.

Lately, I haven't been able to hang out with anyone.  One neighbor, who's husband was supposed to go with mine, is happy because her hubby is always home.  She's one of those attention freaks who can never spend too much time with someone, so he never really drives her crazy.  Another neighbor just had her husband come home, so she is busy cleaning and cooking for him.  Also, she just found out they are being stationed in Japan, so she is busy trying to get ready to move (they have a dog, so there is a lot of paper work).  My last friend's husband just got home and she had her baby the same day, so you know that she is very busy.  With all this going on, I have no one to talk to or hang out with.  I am busy trying to clean my house and keep my son and dog busy, but I need a break (which I usually got with my girlfriends).

My mother-in-law says that I sound depressed.  Here's why.  I can't sleep, but when I do, it's in the middle of the day.  Either my son plays in my room (where there is nothing that he can hurt himself on) or he sleeps in his crib for two hours longer than planned.  I can't seem to clean my house (or I only get one room clean only to have it messed up the next day).  And to top it off, my poor dog doesn't' get all the outside time that he is used to.  I think that I just need to learn to not care so much.  Or hire a maid or something.

Okay, venting done.  I'm going to continue living.

[MarineDream771]

Jun. 29, 2009 at 9:21 PM

awww im sorry. we should deff hang out we seem to be feelin the same.. =]