count down continues...

[proudgrammyof2]

It has been about a month now that hubby has been gone. My son and I have weathered Mardi gras and valentines without him. It was hard but we managed.

 

Valentines was not too bad. I woke up and found an E-card from him which was soooooo very sweet. It is always nice to have little surprises waiting for you. So then my daugther and I went out shopping for a while, when we got home I had a message from the florist shop saying that I had a delivery waiting for me. I called them up and they brought out a beautiful bouquet of flowers. Now that made my day. I look at them and they bring a smile to my face. It him not being here a little bit more bareable. 

 

So we celebrated our 8th anniverary of our first date miles apart, but with the flowers and the thought of love it was not as bad as i thought it would be. Now I just have to make it through my son'sbirthday. He is going to be so sad that his dad is not there. I hope my hubby can call him that day while he is awake. I think that might help to ease the pain a little bit. So hopefully that days goes by smoothly.