BLAH

[hfaulkner]

with everything going on i haven't really taken the time to sit and think holy crap i'm gunna be a mommy in a month. I just thought of that and it kinda freaked me out. I've been so excited but right now i'm terrified, i know this is a normal feeling but... man, it's just crazy. The last few days i haven't really thought about her so much as i've just thought about the fact that i'm pregnant and what restrictions i have. But like i used to lay in bed trying to imagine what she'll look like, and how she'll be when she gets older and who she'll look like more. But right now i just feel so unprepaired. Damnit...