The good and the BAD

[Jegsbabe]

So ...

My first week was good. Learning lots already.  I look forward to going each night "so far" anyway. 

Sis in law got their house and are out of mine. We are now waiting to see if our application was approved or not. I have mixed feelings right now. If we get the house i will not be able to pay this months payments to the medical bills, if we DONT get the house we get our $273 (half the deposit / holding fee) back. We just cant ever seem to win. It seems likek we will NEVER get back on top. I hate living check to check and having to squirm by and penny pinch. Josh is about done paying medical anyway, so he says. He says why should my family have to take a hit and not have the things we need so doctors can drive porches and live in million dollar homes. I agree. we just cant afford everything. Rent, gas, gas for cars, electric, water, phone, cable, trash, car insurance, medical insurance, school payment, medical payments, groceries, and so on. YOU ALL KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

Yes we couldl live in a cheap apartment but in a shitty neighborhood...NO THANX...

Hopefully though if we DO get this house we will be saving on gas for the cars. its half the distance to josh's work than where we are currently and my school is 2 miles away. All of our doctors are on that side of town as well (lived on that side of town prior to our current location). so HOPEFULLY all will work out.

AND on top of all this. ALll three of us have been sick. Achilles started throwing up saturday morning, continued all day, all night, all day sunday, all night sunday, and monday morning. My childs eyes were sunk back into his skull. He looked AWEFUL. HE didnt even look my son. FINALLY the doctors gave me phenergan suppositories and he is almost 100% better. But Saturday night i started getting sick and was yucky all day sunday. NOW today , Josh is sick and puking and had to miss work....SIGH.....it just never seems to end

Please keep us in your prayers.

Ashley

[NannyB.]

Mar. 5, 2008 at 1:02 PM As they say, when it rains, it seems to pour.  It's good to hear from you, though.  I will be praying for the best for you all.  Take care.

[kennedytae]

Mar. 5, 2008 at 3:07 PM Sorry things are crazy!  my poor girlies are sick too!  Sounds like the same thing is going around.  Hope things perk up soon for you!