Hey girls!well im 20 years old ,6 months and about to have my first child! Im experiencing all the changes of pregnancy and gettin big!Well the baby's father is has been away for a while at Job Corp training and im really lonely.I fell like im not gonna be a good mom not matter how many how-to- articles i read.And sometimes i have dreams that im trying to hurt my baby!Ive gone to all my ultrasounds aloneIts gettin closer and closer for me to have a baby and i dont know if anyone is even giving me a baby shower.Oh yeah,and i havent been able to find a job.And who would hire me now? You can tell im pregnant!And everytime my baby moves im reminded that i have someone who is counting on me! I love my baby so much but everything seems so iffy right now! Someone heeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllpppppppppp me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!