Shutterbugmama's Journal

I've tried to be quiet; It's impossible.

Before anything else, please,

Thank you God FOR CLEAN BORDERS.

What was there, is now gone.  What was there, could have potentially killed me, but this time it is gone.

I am healthy, I am whole. I am in excellent hands with my Dr. and Pathologist, and I feel FREE.

For now.

I'll see her again in 10 weeks for another body scan...unless I get my mustache lasered off!  Im kinda scared though, anyone wanna go with??LOL

I can go for Cancer treatment alone, but Laser on the upper lip???  Oh no...that's where I draw the line...LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh wow...this new relationship I have with my skin, with my Health Care Providers, with my family; its outstanding. 

Thank you God for the experience of having Cancer.  I know know what its like, so I wasn't nearly as scared about the results this time...I can do anything!  I beat cancer...yeah...I can do anything.

And here we go...the upswing Ive been waiting for.  The answers will start coming now, sleep habits will go back to normal, moods will stabilize and all will be well.

Thank you God for my Life.

Thank you So much God for my Life....I love my life.

Thank you for Sisters who pray for me, manifest healing and grace, and for their LOVE.  I feel it everywhere I go, in everything I do.

Thank you God for all the Mom's who joined me in filling a box for donation.  I love this...I love the energy this created in me today, and I got A LOT accomplished.

See?  You inspired me to do this. 

3 boxes of clothing, 1 full box of art supplies, 1 box of books, 1 tub of toys, 1 Lg bag of toys, 2 small bags of costume jewelry, 1 lg bag of shoes (44 pairs...), 1 train set, a tunnel for the train, 1 sewing machine and a cat toy.

I was busy....I loved every second of it!  Clarity is forming, answers are coming, the fog is lifting.  I can safely open the hall closet!  WOOHOO!

I am healthy, I am safe, I am free.

I could not ask for more.

EXCEPT for you to come by my page tomorrow...remember that box that came in the mail and was sitting on my porch???

I cant wait to share it with you...I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(ooh, my tummy just did a flip flop thing....I'm THAT excited..wow).

Count your blessings, WEAR SPF 45+, and remember to laugh!!!

♥ ing you all so much is ridiculous,

Elle

 

 

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abell...
Apr. 3, 2008 at 7:57 PM Loving you Elle oxoxo

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Sophi...
Apr. 3, 2008 at 7:57 PM I am glad to hear that you are healthy.  I just sent a whole bunch of stuff to Goodwill (mostly stuff Miss S has grown out of) and I thought of you.

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snaph...
Apr. 3, 2008 at 8:25 PM

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!! I'm so glad to hear that you have beat that dumb old cancer!

You are beautiful!

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busybea
Apr. 3, 2008 at 8:25 PM

What a relief! ..... 

What is in the box? I can't wait until tomorrow. You have to tell me now!  

Love ya!

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sarah...
Apr. 3, 2008 at 8:28 PM Were going to donate all my left over baby food to the womans shelter in my area. Emma wont it it anymore can you believe that. ELLE I love you ((((((HUGS))))) you do good for so many people.

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MrsSu...
Apr. 3, 2008 at 8:35 PM I knew you would have good results! Prayers are wonderful arent they! LOVE YOU ELLE! And I cant wait to see whats in that box!

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Ginny19
Apr. 3, 2008 at 8:38 PM

1.  I am sooooooooooo happy to hear the news of your health!  That is the most important.

2.  Okay, so you've cleaned out all this stuff - does this mean you don't want that big box of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle stuff for Aiden?

3.  Congrats on all that you accomplished today.  I'm beginning to get motivated.  Just as soon as I finish a few (I have a long list) of projects, then I WILL get to that extra room - PROMISE.

4.  OKAY - THAT DAMN BOX!!!!!  YOU ARE SUCH A TEASE!  THAT'S JUST NOT FAIR THAT YOU ARE DOING THIS TO US!!!!!  IT BETTER BE GOOD, OR ELSE! 

5.  I heard that we can take old computer stuff to Goodwill for recycling.  Good news!  I can get rid of the old computer stuff in that spare room, at least.

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kmaggie
Apr. 3, 2008 at 8:49 PM

Way for you Elle, Today I had a Dr appt and dentist appointment yay me, they froze off a thing on my arm, IT was NOT Melanoma but it had the potential of turning into another form of cancer, started with a SQ.. or something to that effect. I am NEVER TANNING IN A TANNING BED AGAIN.. OK I took my HOLD off of my membership. and I ordered more SkinCeutical SPF 40

anyway go on the donation!

The box the dang box.... you are a NUT... and I hope whatever was in it wasn't a PUPPY or else it would have surely starved by now!

Love ya girl

call me tomorrow if you get a chance!

 

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autum...
Apr. 3, 2008 at 8:53 PM

What a beautiful day for a beautiful girl!  You deserve all the wonderous, delicious, ooeygooey goodness.

Great job with the cleaning.  Wish I lived near you...that's my thing....I love to clean stuff out.  I'd love to do it for a living..helping people clean out those rooms or garages.  I love to take a tornado zone and turn it into a functional organized space.  (with the exception of my 4yr old's room-icky).  Wow, gets my heart pumping just thinking of doing it!  I know, I'm a freak...lol.

Just imagine....think on your glorious day today.  What's next?  Tomorrow will bring even more!  Loving you bunches.

Oh, have you finished the pickles????????????...I'm still loving Lewis and can't wait for you to give him his love jar.

xoxo be blessed

Laura

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-bori...
Apr. 3, 2008 at 9:33 PM

Yee Haw....I am so happy about the health news.....I felt that it was going to be ok.    I'm also jealous.....I have a garage to clean out and keep putting it off.   You go girl!!!!    :-)

 Your big sister,

Shirley 

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