Back pain and frustrated!!!!

[kendallsmom04]

I have been suffering from lower back pain now since I had my daughter three years ago. I just now found a great pain specialist that has been taking time with me and trying to find the problem. Yesterday I had to have an epidural injection in my lower back and let me tell you, I feel like I'm in more pain now then I was when I started all this! My Dr. said everything I'm feeling right now is normal but I couldn't even bend over to touch my toes to save my life right now! I feel like my three year old daughter because my husband had to bath me in the shower this morning and help get me dressed. I'm the worst person to keep down, I always have to be on the go! Needless to say it hasn't even been 24 hours yet and just sitting around on the couch isn't working well at all!!!! Especially with a three year old. And I watch a friend of mines son three to four days a week and she was nice enough to give me the day off yesterday since I had the procedure done but I can barely take care of myself and she still dropped him off to me this morning like it was no big deal and like no matter how much I expressed how much pain I'm in didn't matter! So I'm a little upset!!! I love her to death but sometimes I could just choke her! I guess you could say I just really needed to vent this morning, you think?! I never posted a journal post before so I thought way not now and today when I felt like this! What better time right?! Well I need to go take a pain pill and check on the little ones, and to who ever may read this thanks for listening to me babble this morning and have a good day!