Letter to my baby

This is what I wrote to my baby before he was born.

Hi my love, today is monday august 13, 2007. You have been inside me for 34 weeks now. It's 12:13pm so your father is about to get home for lunch. I'll pause now. 

Your father just left for work. Both of us are crazy to finally met you.  We want to see your face, your little eyes, your hands and feet. I know it's almost time, but I just can't wait. We were waiting for so long to have you. before we even knew you were inside of me, I already dreamed about the day we found out that we will be parents. Finally it happened I don't remember the exact date, I only remember it was a Friday. Amy and Tasha were the first to know.  It wasn't like before I was so sure you were inside of me. It was like a new sensation all over my body that asure me that I was pregnant.

The sad part was that your daddy was already in San Diego, CA when I found out. I was in PR still. Soon we were together to begin our new adventure. God has been very kind to us. I didn't had any morning sickness, or any physical pain. Only at the end the diabetis, that was hard but I could manage it. And I did it becaus of you.  Your father already knew we were going to name you Kal-el. I told him that it was ok, but if we choose it for the second name. Your first name Jaden was the result of a search on the internet of baby names. Your aunt Moñy helped us and we decided a few days later the name we liked was Jaden Kal-el.

I was so happy, every time I felt you moved even when I was not sure it was you I was amazed by it. I couldn't believe that this love can be so strong for someone I have not met yet. Your daddy and I loved you since before we knew you were part of our lives.  We will always be here for you and we will always love you!

Mom.

Today is January 16, 2007. Jaden is almost 4 month old I found this letter today in one of my notebooks. I started to cry.  Only because it's so true. I felt that way before Jaden was born.   Also because this love have only grown in this last 4 months of our live.  I love to be his mother, I love taking care of him. I love every new thing he brings to my live.