It's been more than a year since we moved to San Diego, CA. It's been a little more than 6 months since Jaden Kal-el was born.  So much has changed.

I miss my family. But I manage to keep in contact with them almost every week. I email them, send them pictures of Jaden and send them videos and talk to them by phone. I miss the kids, I can't talk to them because they are still young, I hope they never forget me. 

Beside that I miss my friends. I never had much friends. I always been kind of shy to meet people. So the friends I ever made were the people who worked with me in my different jobs. They shared with me different parts of my live and that is why they are so important. Usually when something big in my life is happening I have a friend to share it with.  This time is not like that.  I have my husband and only him to share it all. I can't complain. He's wonderful, but once in a while I need to talk to someone else about stuff.  Not important stuff, like fashion, diets, exercise, girl movies, etc. Now that I'm a mom, I will like to share all this amazing things with them and they are so far away. I send them pictures of Jaden, I called them sent them emails, but it's not the same. Every time I call them it feels like they have this whole new life without me in it. If they got together for lunch I can't be there. They can't come to my house for a diner party. 

I'm just sad, I know it will pass.  Jaden keeps me going and very busy.

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