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emotional
- Apr 10, 2008 at 7:39 PM
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It has been a very long and emotional three months. From the time we found out my mom had cancer until the day she passed. I was hoping for more time. It just all happened so fast. It was so hard taking care of her, not the taking care part, but the watching her day by day just getting worse and worse and wondering how she was hanging on. It has been so draining and at times I would call my husband crying saying I don't know if I can do this anymore, and he would say Babe you are where you are supposed to be, and he was right. I am going to miss her so much, it is so hard not to think about her without crying or talking to someone without crying. I know she is in a better place and that she isn't in any pain anymore, but still it doesn't make it any easier. We had her memorial on Tuesday and they did such a great job at the funeral home I know she would have loved it. Last week was really hard planning this and getting everything in order getting all the pictures together. Now the next step is going through all her stuff and what to do with it all, I know most of the furniture I am taking, but my gosh there are so much stuff and so many memories. It is just all so overwhelming right now I am beside myself, so much to do and not enough time. I know I will get through this, but sometimes I don't know. Thanks for listening.
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